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Saturday, April 17, 2010

Feeling Focused but Conflicted

Well this morning I have been Suzy Homemaker Extraordinairre as I have scrubbed the house from top to bottom, changed the sheets in ours and the spare room, dusted, cleaned the fans and the front door, swept the back patio, vacumed, mopped and the last of five loads of washing is nearly complete!

I don't subscribe to the school of anal housekeeping but there is no better feeling when the house completely clean, the sun is shining through the window and a lovely little breeze is winding it's way in and it almost feels like spring!!

It sounds like a perfect day, but I don't understand why I get so grumpy with my darling heart!  I wonder if I feel resentment at the little messes and bits left behind that I find as I'm on my mission, or is it that he doesn't notice the things that I do or that he just follows me around and finds it hard to see what needs to be done next? He wants a hug and cuddle and I want him to mop the floors and hang a load out! I've reserved that 5 Love Languages book at the library but I already know he won't be open to hearing about it and it will probably serve as another source of frustration!!

Oh well I guess I should focus on the things that I can change, like me!  xx

1 comment:

Lucy said...

You need to talk. To him. It will take time. It will be worth it.


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